La storia d’amore tra Olivia e Rollo è ordinaria, uno dei tanti rapporti tra due amanti di diverse condizioni sociali. Olivia è una bella ragazza di umili origini che si affaccia puntualmente sul palcoscenico dell’alta società; ma, appunto, si può solo affacciare. Rollo, invece, è a pieno titolo un lord inglese, è ricco, è bello ed è generoso. Ma c’è un problema, che in realtà è il solito problema, Rollo ha una moglie Valentina e lo spazio riservato ad Olivia è quello che usualmente si attribuisce ad un’amante. Olivia soffre questa situazione al punto, addirittura, di decidere di non informare Rollo della sua decisione di interrompere una gravidanza. Quando comunicherà al suo amante questa decisione, l’uomo patirà il silenzio della sua donna, ma Valentina è finalmente in attesa di un figlio, il suo erede, la donna di Rollo è e sarà sempre lei. Un romanzo semplice, quasi d’appendice, ma scritto con eleganza ed intensità. ( )

Olivia has run into an old (rich) childhood friend, on the train from London, to go to the country village where they grew up, where she is going to visit her sick dad, and Rollo is going to do some"shooting" on the estate. They can't help but get into a conversation about getting old, with each of their Dads not doing well.
P.20-21:
"He nodded; and after a moment said seriously: 'do you mind the idea of getting old?'
'terribly, I'm afraid. Teeth dropping out, wrinkles, fat and slow and pompous. No more feeling enthusiastic and expectant. No more - anything.'
'yes.' no more making love, did he mean? 'and feeling you've missed something important when it's too late.'
he nodded ruefully.
'it's the principle of the thing I object to. Being stalked down and counted out without a single word to say in the matter.'
'I know. In a trap, from the very start. Born in it, in fact.'
he said with a faint smile: 'I don't suppose we're quite the first people to resent it, do you?'
'no. And sometimes I think it may not be as bad as all that--that The worst is now, in the apprehension of it... And actually we'll just slip into it without a struggle, and accept it quite peacefully...' after all, dad had done this, and most people who grew old... 'we shan't long for our time over again.' "

When Olivia is invited to a dinner party at the estate on Saturday evening, she and Marigold, Rollo's sister, go into the "telephone room" to steal a few moments together to catch up on what they've been doing with their lives (it's been 10 years). More pondering about the getting old and the dead state is done by Marigold:
P.102
" 'I wonder if dying'll be a sort of dream too? Don't you? I can't believe it'll seem like me, me dying....! Have I really got to?' she opened her eyes to the widest, and they looked blank and blind with their dilated pupils, like eyes Made of Glass. 'I get moments when it sweeps over me -- in the middle of the night or when I'm by myself in the house -- and depressed. It's like dropping through a trap - door unexpectedly.' "

Well, Olivia and Rollo start having an "affair." You see, he hasn't had sex in ever-so-long, because wifey, after having a miscarriage, has taken to her bed and decided to be an invalid. I wanted to scream at Olivia's character, "DON'T DO IT:HE'LL JUST USE YOU!" But of course I was no smarter at her age, now was I?

At first, Olivia plays the understanding woman-on-the-side so well. But things start creeping up on her:
P.204:
"once after lunch, taking me back to Jocelyn's in the car, he stopped at a flower shop in the Fulham Road, he'd seen some pink lilies in the window he wanted to get me. He says it with flowers all right... white lilac too. He picked it out, Branch by branch, and the girl packed it up, and the lilies too, and Cherry - colored paper. My arms were full.he wandered around as he always does, and then stood looking at some sprays of Stephanotis, precious looking, in a glass on the shelf. 'I'll have these too,' he said, curt. She lifted them out to wrap up and he said, 'I want them sent, please. Give me a card.' he scribbled down mrs. R. Spencer and the address, no message. 'see they go at once, will you?'
outside he said, a little apologetic, 'it's her favorite flower.'
'it is heavenly,' I said, cool and bright. My arms were crammed with lilies and lilac, I shouldn't have minded. I wanted to throw them all away. I thought of her thanking him for the charming thought when he got back -- wearing them in her dress that night... Little guessing who'd given them a dirty look before they reached her. It's the only time he's ever been obviously tactless. It must have been he hadn't quite got his grip after rather a heavy lunch."

Of course, the predictable thing happens, to Olivia, as these things only happen to the woman. She's all on her own to deal with it, and even has to pawn the emerald ring and cigarette case he gave her to pay for it. It is a dreadful time for her, almost as bad for the reader as it is for Olivia's character. It all winds down to a dreary ending for the adulterers. She screams at him, runs out into the stormy night, gets lost, falls, and there's ol Rollo, looking for her, ready to walk her back to their room. She tells him she doesn't want to see him anymore, and she goes back on the train, not wanting to see him on the way back. Upon arriving, she hears how he got in a terrible accident with a truck on the way back to London, and she actually blames herself:
P.348:
she's [Rollo's wife] sitting by his bed, so quiet and sensible, thinking only of him, I'm delighted with her, let's hope she won't have a miscarriage. He's bandaged, he's under morphia. He's not out of danger. If he dies, I did it. He wouldn't mean to kill himself, but I meant it. I corrupted his confidence and destroyed his happiness. I accused and condemned him; I put death in him.
Where's that handkerchief... She began to search frantically, terror - struck, pulling open drawers and throwing things about. there it was, at last, in the place where she'd looked first - the blue and green silk handkerchief crumpled and neglected - torn too, where I tore it... She wrapped it around her wrist and tied it tightly. There. And never take the ring off for one moment day or night. Charms. And I will keep awake all night, holding on to him, without one moment relaxation... I'll save him... I shall do it - not her, or any of them... Will he know... Will he think of me?... Start now.
Anna! If Anna were here I could go and be in the same room as her. If I could see Simon...
It's no good, they're far away.
Start now."

I spent nearly the whole book wanting to shake up the protagonist and scream at her, for what a dumbass she was being. I wonder why it got such a strong reaction from me. After all these years that I don't even care about having a relationship anymore, it still rankles me that I gave a s*** about any man, and believed anything they said.
( )

The Weather in the Streets is another book I picked up purely because of the cover. I love these new editions of Virago modern classics.

Anyway, the lovely cover made me ignore the blurb. This is not usually a bad thng because I do prefer to read books without knowing much about them. This also helps to avoid spoilers and to me even a plot summary can be a spoiler. Yes, I really do love to know very little about a book when I pick it up.

Interestingly, had I read the description, I would have learned that this is the sequel to another book, which I haven’t read: Invitation to the Waltz.
I didn’t know it was a sequel, but it is likely that I would have been less interested in the first book anyway as it is a coming of age story and those tend to not work for me.

The Weather in the Streets starts with a woman, Olivia, meeting an old acquaintance (Rollo) on a train. There is something very Noel Coward to the story, and I don’t just mean Still Life (Coward’s 1936 one-act play that was the basis of the classic film Brief Encounters). The dialogue and observations are very witty, or rather, sharp.

‘I’m afraid I’m not very grown-up,’ he said suddenly.
‘Nor am I.’
‘I should have said you were.’
‘Oh, no!’ There was a pause; and she added nervously: ‘I’ve noticed people with children don’t generally mind so much … about age, I mean. They seem to feel less anxious about time.’
‘Do they? I suppose they do,’ he said. ‘I expect it’s a good thing to have children.’
‘You haven’t got any?’
‘No,’ he said. ‘Have you?’
‘No.’
They made it a joke, and laughed … All the same, it was surprising he hadn’t produced an heir. Couldn’t, wouldn’t Nicola? … or what?
‘Then,’ she said, ‘there are the pleasures of the intellect. They’re said to be lasting. We must cultivate our intellects.’
‘Too late,’ he said. ‘One ought to make at least a beginning in youth, and I omitted to do so. The fact is, I don’t care much about the intellect. I’m afraid the scope of my pleasures is rather limited.’
‘Really?’
‘Confined in fact entirely to those of the senses.’
‘Oh, I see …’ She answered his odd comically inquiring look with a lift of the eyebrows. ‘Well, I suppose they’re all right. Only they’re apt to pall.’
‘Oh, are they?’
‘I was thinking of cake.’ She sighed. ‘It used to be my passion – especially chocolate, or any kind of large spicy bun. Now, it’s beginning to mean less … much less.’
He leaned back, laughing; the tension dissolved again.

This is not a comedy, tho. There is something tragic about both Olivia and Rollo.

Interestingly, The Weather on the Streets was also published in 1936 (same as Coward’s Still Life), and in a way Lehmann’s story picks up on similar themes. However, Olivia’s and Rollo’s stories take quite different turns.

I loved this book.

One of the reasons why was that this another example of 1930s literature showing us how modern some attitudes in the interwar period were and that there were people who dared to step out of the life that other people want for them and make their own choices, fully knowing the cost at which this decision may come.

Now, it would be delusional to think that the stories depicted by Lehmann were common or even widely accepted. They were not. And I am not coming away from this book with the conviction that there was a regression after the war in attitudes as to what was “socially acceptable” (even tho I do wonder about this).
However, Lehmann’s book does give visibility to characters who struggle with their lot in life and decide to seek more for themselves, while trying to not damage or hurt the people around them.

And Lehmann’s writing is just wonderful.

There is one particular scene where Olivia feels sick on a train. It’s only a single paragraph, and yet it is enough to let us know so, so much about what is going on with both the plot and the character.

This was just so very good. I love the way that Lehmann writes about even serious things and yet still keeps a light tone.

I am very keen to find out whether Lehmann’s other works are equally satisfying. ( )

Absolutely exquisite.

Ten years after Invitation to a Waltz, Olivia's life and personality have developed so heart-rendingly realistically. Couple this with Lehmann's beautifully intimate prose, and I am emotionally shredded. Olivia's inner stream of consciousness - her doubts and insecurities - often hits too close to home.

I almost wish this were a trilogy (or some Linklater-ian series where we catch up with Olivia every ten years) but perhaps for my poor heart, this was sequel enough. I'm already looking forward to rereading this in the future. ( )

In The Weather in the Streets we meet Olivia from Invitation to the Waltz again—she is now a grown-up living with her cousin in London, with artistic friends and a failed marriage. By chance, she meets Rollo Spencer, the unattainable big brother from her first ball all those years ago, and they end up in a relationship as his marriage has also been disappointing. While I struggled to suspend my disbelief about the level of happiness in their relationship, following Olivia's life in the 1930s was interesting, in particular with respect to the unwanted pregnancy. ( )