From the moment I turned the first page, I felt an indelible connection to Karina's haunting journey. It's a rare gem that captures the essence of our deepest fears and the harrowing possibility of them coming to life. The author masterfully intertwines reality with the fantastical, leaving me breathless and anchored to every word. The twist—oh, the twist! It's clever and unexpected, yet it fits perfectly, like the last puzzle piece you have never seen coming. Without revealing too much, what she does will stay with me for a long time. For anyone who's ever had a dream or nightmare that felt a little too real, this book is a must-read that skillfully explores the fragility of the mind and the strength of the human spirit. ( )

I received a copy of this book and am voluntarily leaving an honest review.

I'm a big fan of the publisher, Dark Lit, and am always excited to try a new book out. Especially the novellas. They have something unique about them. This book is no different. I enjoyed the fantastical approach to grief and horror. The author played with what is acceptable through a really visual and imaginative approach. Most people would likely find this novella disturbing so if that's your thing and you are fine reading some tough topics then definitely give this a try! ( )

Love this book! Creepy, scary and great! ( )

Rating: 4.5* of five

The Publisher Says: What if every terrible thing imagined came true? Every fleeting, nightmarish thought a reality?

For grief-stricken Karina, her newfound ability to turn her worst daydreams into palpable truths has sent her into a downward spiral of depression and guilt. Coupled with the appearance of an enigmatic shadow figure and visions of her dead family, she grapples to maintain her sanity while desperately attempting to harness her abilities and reunite with her loved ones.

I RECEIVED A DRC FROM THE PUBLISHER VIA NETGALLEY. THANK YOU.

My Review: Red Lagoe was introduced to me by Well Read Beard a couple years back. As I bought her books with my very own United States dollars, they went unreviewed...though not unenjoyed. This is not the first book-bullet the Beard has clipped me with, this author and her wild, fearless pursuit of story-logic's final destination (note horror-movie play on words, please), no matter how deeply grim it may be are now part of my regular rotation. I was very pleased to get this as a DRC.

I am not a chirpy soul. I genuinely believe the worst will happen because that is what the evil xian gawd, who clearly does rule the universe, wants for her victims. So as I read along in this book, I kept thinking, is Karina really just me? I tested my hypothesis by handing the Kindle to my Young Gentleman Caller on a flying visit he paid without telling him why I wanted him to read the book. Two hours later he handed it back and commented, "when did you meet this Red person, and Red had better be a she." So yeah...I related to Karina's nightmarish sense of deja vu as the horrors she is experiencing tie right in to her worst, darkest imaginings.

The worst things that can happen to a parent will spiral any one of us into deepest, most depressed misery. Not all of us see dark shapes that can mimic our lost ones. As a reader, I wavered between being sure this was a bad case of delusional grieving, and Karina's toxic mother's low-key emotional manipulations...and a little, uneasy sense that maybe, juuust maaaybe....

And by the ending, I was *still* not sure. To be clear, the ending has a full and satisfying reason for the events of the book...but I was still in that uncertain space until the very end of the read. That is quite a feat for an author to manage, as I started reading before young Author Lagoe was even born...I have seen every trick and ridden every trope before, and she still made me change my mind about what was happening multiple times.

I recommend this short, intense read to anyone whose life has included loss at an extremely deep level and who is willing and ready to process the darker side of it, as well as to those who think religious and supernatural "horror" are really quite silly. This book plays with those notions in a very unsettling, yet more grounded in reality, way that is very believable.

Karina and her disintegration are genuinely unnerving and upsetting, but for all the darkness on parade here, this is in the end a strong woman's discovery of her truest, most powerful self.

At 99¢, this is a great value. Look into it, and Red Lagoe, and I think you will come away glad to buy her work when you need a little challenging reading. ( )

What would you do if you lost everything? How would guilt rule your decisions and thoughts? And what if you were more powerful than you ever knew? These are some of the questions that Lagoe ponders throughout this haunting book. The horror of grief runs through these pages, but there is plenty of horror of another kind that runs there as well. This is a dark, moving, shocking, real, and magical story. Definitely recommended reading for any horror fans.